Even though my last Dostoyevsky did not live up to the expectations I had for it, I still explored the services of flipkart with this Dostoyevskian. For what else could have been apter? And upon its reception I immediately took it up because it was just a hundred and some pages thick! By now I have got accustomed to voluptuous Russian novels. Ones that intimidate even before you flip the cover to read the publishing credits. So it was with surprise and wonder that I plunged into this new novel by, if I may dare to revere him, my most revered author of late.
"Notes From Underground" was unlike anything I have ever read. The "Notes" were probably written during Dostoyevsky's most trying phase of life (as I read in a blog : "... his finances were disappearing fast, his wife was dying, and his reputation, which had at one time enjoyed the backing of Russia’s liberal reading public, was fading"). Anyhow, the writing is a deplorable story, invoking sentiments and empathy for the anti-hero, but at the same time filling one with a resent for him that borders on hatred. The narrator degrades himself relentlessly. Dostoyevsky flirts with the banes of an intelligent mind in this story. The narration uses the general philosophies of the materialists and there is a strong existentialist disdain for that philosophy. Dostoyevsky also explores the socialist issue through the un-named narrator.
"Notes From Underground" was unlike anything I have ever read. The "Notes" were probably written during Dostoyevsky's most trying phase of life (as I read in a blog : "... his finances were disappearing fast, his wife was dying, and his reputation, which had at one time enjoyed the backing of Russia’s liberal reading public, was fading"). Anyhow, the writing is a deplorable story, invoking sentiments and empathy for the anti-hero, but at the same time filling one with a resent for him that borders on hatred. The narrator degrades himself relentlessly. Dostoyevsky flirts with the banes of an intelligent mind in this story. The narration uses the general philosophies of the materialists and there is a strong existentialist disdain for that philosophy. Dostoyevsky also explores the socialist issue through the un-named narrator.
The story starts with the narrator explaining himself to the readers (and at the same time maintaining that he did not intend his writing to be read; that he was writing for himself). The narrator describes the reasons why the truly intellectual fail to act. He also attempts a description of the conflict between the instinct and intelligence in such men. The narrator is depicted as a man withdrawn from the society, mostly due to spite and partly due to his failure to cope. Finally, the narrator goes on to describe an event of his life that occoured 'on the occasion of wet snow'. The occasion centres on a day when he particularly longed for human companionship (as was opposed to his usual desires). He describes his eventful meeting at a school friend's farewell, his obnoxious behaviour during the katzenjammer and then his following them to a brothel. There he meets Liza and stirs emotions in her, all the time pretending to care when he did not. And when his bookish fantasy is realised and Liza comes to him out of love and reverence, he fails to live up to his own dream and drives her away in the most callous way. He ends by justifying his ugly acts as just an extremity of what everyone else does and asks the readers (though he never intended to have any) to take a closer look at themselves.
I did sympathise with the narrator at times. Understanding why and how he was capable of those acts. But at other times, the narrator's deliberate condescension for himself was too fantastic for me. However, no! I am not even close to being done with Dostoyevsky. Despite the philosophies becoming a little idiosyncratic, his style of writing is still binds me to his books.
The introduction was a drag. It was one of those introductions that do not introduce, but relay the story on their own. Utterly insufferable! But it educated me in a certain aspect. Existentialism, the philosophy that Dostoyevsky held. I intend to look deeper into it, Kafka and Camus being two names I have come across till now.